The fact that i could trust a friend I met over the internet 2 years ago more than my best friend, just shows how much we’ve grown apart.
I think it’s time that we part our ways, even if it’ll be painful.
I’m pushing away the 2 people that actually care about me. It might be stupid of me to, illogical, or absolutely insane.
But I can’t keep getting hurt and bottling it up inside, because that is what’s killing me on the inside.
Maybe it is time to let go.
I think one of the worst feelings ever is knowing that you care about someone a lot more than they care about you. To a certain extent, feelings are controllable but there is a point where you cannot tamper with the feelings you have for someone and how strong they are no matter how little the other person cares about you and I think it just really sucks.
(via counting-airplanes)
Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t out run it and life always makes more.
(via escapedforadventures)
I am always replaced. There is always someone better. I am always forgotten. I will always be last. I will never be preferred.
(via codyisawhale)
You’ve become a stranger to me,
…to the point where I barely acknowledge your presence when you’re around. It feels as though I’ve never met you, you’re like an entirely different person. Isn’t it strange how things change so drastically? The person you seemed so close to, the one you thought you knew for sure, has eventually become someone you know the least. It’s sad. You were once my everything, and now there’s nothing between us.
(via pleasedontbreakit)
Sometimes I just want to run away from everything.
I’m aware of the fact that, that’s not the best solution nor will it make my problems go away. But all I really want to do is be on my own, not worrying about anything, and to restore my sanity. I’d go crazy if I didn’t, and I don’t exactly know how to do it without running away from everything.
(Source: mindfucksundae, via no-missed-calls)
You probably read this quite often on tumblr, but I just can’t believe that I fell for my guy best friend.
They’re not you.
People tell you to let go and move on like it’s an easy job to do. Words are just words, everything is easier said than done. If they were you, they wouldn’t be talking. They tell you to let go because it’s what seems to be the best decision. True, but once again.. they’re not you. They can’t read your mind, they don’t understand what’s going on in your head, and most importantly, they can’t feel what you feel.
(via insouciant-thoughts)
“Are you okay?”
People ask this all the time, but what if I actually answered with no? People always ask me this, but if I told you how I really felt, would you even do anything about it? No right? You’re just going to be like “Oh..” because that’s what everyone does. It’s so much easier just telling everyone I’m tired than having to explain to them something they don’t care about.
(via infinityandbeyondtiffy)
